Bianca Louise Baile | Brampton, ON | SMDYS | D16'2K9 ♥
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bianca says hi Bianca Louise Baile | Brampton, ON | SMDYS | D16'2K9 ♥ |
affiliates AJ Karen Audrey Jill Jouela Alysha Cee Kyle Joyce Colleen Meagan Ann Teresa Isabelle Alyssa Nicole Devin ♥ |
Friday, December 25, 2009 @ 1:32 PM
xmas wishes.
music: first love - tynisha keli
mood: bored time & date: 4.47pm DEC25 hello. it's christmas day ! happy birthday jesus! this is another day to loaft or celebrate. and another day without Devin's voice. He still hasn't called. i miss his voice, his face, his touch and his kiss..i miss him really bad. does he understand? D: alone when i wake up in the morning. no texts, no missed calls, no nothing. but i know it will. cause you're already gone, and it's my fault. you're free to fall inlove again, just not with me.
on the bright side: i got some money for christmas i guess. gift cards and what not. happy about that, i never really WANTED any thing. monehh and clothes are cool too. i'm not jealous either, i just dont care about the presents. i had a blast at my church too. oh gooodness.. i hated THE FIRST SERVICE. i was soooooo embarassed. MY FELLOW CHOIR MEMBERS are kind of IDIOTS. omg. i don't even want to explaaaaaain. they were just confused. we suck balls. -.- it didnt even feel like christmas at alll. that's kind of sad to end on a happy note, i've reconciled with the loves of my life, who have hated me before. i'm so happy we want a fresh new start with one another for the new year i promise to NOT let those promises i let down in '09 go to waste for the new year. i simply, CANNOT WAIT til' 2010. STEPPING MY GAME UP, AND NEVER BACKING DOWN. dunknoe (: elohveeE ♥, bianca. |